I'm trying, I'm trying.....or maybe I'm not.

Well I'm back....after a while. I thought I was trying to make some changes in my life, but it seems to take a little longer than a thought. I have the vision in my head to get a intership ( alot of them ) so I can find a career that would allow for me and my dog to travel. But it's like I'm stuck in the same stupid rut!!!!!!!!!! Correction: I AM still stuck in the same stupid rut!!! I think I just got to remember baby steps....will lead to walking.....which would turn into a jog.....then a run......and finally a LEAP!!!! :D